renaissance

After so may struggles, here i am, now, back at my best.... i'm shielded with armor and protected by a magic of peace of mind...

Let's take the path of better sharing of thoughts together...

Jenna is signing in again...

Yagit:worsen stupidity

anu p po b dapat kong gawin upang sumaya sa mundong ito? dami ko na pong nasaktan, karma po b twag dito? gusto ko lang naman pong maging masaya ah... sana matigil ko na ang ginagawa kong mali kahit dito p ko masaya...
>Yagit,masakit na masakit na po
>mishmish, nasaan na iyon? di ko na po matagpuan
>Lev stupid to the 1billionth power ( meron b nun)
>nget sori po sa lahat, i know I am bad....
>kit batukan mo na ko
>kua tarambang communication is the key
>ubing, sori i just want to be fair
>sis just being myself i can't help it
>kua if you only knew
>cess i am just enjoying while it last... don't worry matatapos din 'to
>jeng cute ng pics nila,
>to those who don't like me... pasensya po, maarte lang po ako talaga, kung di nyo matanggap wala akong mgagawa
>kala nyo gusto ko to? think again!

>>>parang gm lang ha..

. ---by bad na paslit

goodbye is still the best medicine

I hate it when I hurt people. Yes, I should say the truth but I thought that saying goodbye is much better. Well, guess what, honesty just worsen the situation. I chose saying goodbye. Why not? It is the best escape of a coward like me. It is the best way to avoid confrontations and guilt.

every seconds in our life really counts

...once upon a time... he followed a tricycle
...followed the PUV
...fetched me to meet his friends
...a simple chat then return to the dorm
...had a bath, hewill be heading home
...meet me again across the street
...asked to accompany me to my destination, I refused
...I reached my destination
...he sat beside me
...someone came along and I introduce him as KUYA
...I left, he texted me: "hate it when you call me kuya"
...And happily ever after... hehe

Even my day started at the wrong side of the bed

I woke up this morning weary. I don’t know why but I just felt something that made me feel blue. My roommate asked me to go to the canteen. I refused at first but then I realized that I needed something to eat. We went to the canteen wearing just what we had as we sleep last night. We reach the canteen, order meal with hot chocolate, and then we eat. Right after I finish eating, here comes one of my roommate’s friends. She joined us for food. But before she finished eating, I felt my stomach aches. I thought I just need to lose some bowel so I went ahead to the dorm without asking permission. As I am about to cross the road, I felt some dizziness and I nearly collapse. I pull all the strength I had to be able to make it to the dorm. It is a good thing that I am already in the dormitory that I completely lost my consciousness.
I don’t know why I felt such thing. I had a headache after that. This is a disaster day; I told myself. But a beep in the cellular phone tells me otherwise.
One of the most important people in my life right now has passed by the dormitory. I felt good. Smile in my face came back. I felt the urge to consider that the wrong side of my bed is the better side to wake up every morning after all.

Ennui!

Habang pababa sa hagdanan ng aming dormitoryo aking napansing palabas ang pelikulang matagal ko nang kinagigiliwan.

'Edward Scissorhands'
... ang titulo ng palabas
... ang nagsasabi na tayong lahat ay espesyal
... ang nagpapakita na ang mudo'y may kalupitan
... ang nagtanggal ng aking kainipan sa loob ng mala-plaza na dormitoryong aking kinalalagyan
... ang nagpasimulang muli ng aking kadaldalan.

Ennui!
... salitang ang katumbas sa ingles ay'boredom'
... ang aking naramdaman matapos ang may trenta y minutos na pagtunghay sa telebisyon
... ang nagbunsod ng aking pag-akyat sa silid numero otso
... ang sanhi kung bakit ang naging paksa ng aming usapan ay ang mga taong may katrayduran

Kasipagan
... ang aking kailangan upang mapilit ko ang sarili ko na bumangon mula sa higaang akin ng minahal nang tuluyan
... ang dapat kamtin upang ako'y magkaroon ng kakayahang gupuin ang kagustuhang hindi pasukan ang kaisaisahang klase ngayong araw
... ang bagay na matagal ko ng hinahanap ng yaong kainipan ay aking matakasan.

broken but immuned

I still remember the cold breeze of the christmas season then.
December 23,instead of the merriment and the sound of the 'jingle bells,' here comes the feeling of misery.

I felt that it is holy week, where we reminice how Jesus crucified.

Like Jesus, I bleed.

I bleed all the anguish of having no father at home.

I bleed because of the taste of being torn between who among my parents would I spend my christmas.

I bleed because I am not used to this.

I bleed all the blood. I'm drained.I die because of all the uncertainties in life.

But like the son of God, I am revived.

I've return to the real world to bear all the realities of life.

I accepted all the pain, the tears, the disappointments, the failures, the decitfeulness, the struggles, the lapses and everything the world can offer.

These nade me fall. I fell in the realization that I am stronger than before. Strong enough to get up and continue my race. I am able to fly and revive the dreams I onced lost.

I onced been broke but now I am immuned.Gluck!

btang masipag

Kahapon ay unang araw ng klase.
Nalibot ko ang pamantasan na gamit lamang ang mga mapaglakbay kong mga paa.

Unang asignatura. Ang guro ay wala.
Ikalawang asignatura. MAs lalo nang ang guro ay wala.
Hapon na. Ibig ko nang magwala.

Maghapong kapagurang ngunit hindi naman dapat makamtan.

Ngayon ay ikalawang araw na ng pasukan. Imbes na pumasok ako ay nananatiling nakahimlay.
Mas nanaisin ko pang paglaruan ang mga letra habang ako'y nagtitipa kaysa pumasok sa eskuwela kung saan ang mga asignatura ay walang gurong nakalaan.

Nakatapos na ako ng dalawang semestre sa aking kurso. Walang pinagbago, hanggang ngayong 'summer' hayan, walang guro upang hawakan ang aming mga asignatura.
Lagi na lang ganito. Kadalasan nga'y dalawa o higit pang linggo ay nasasayang lang dahil walang pasok sapagkat walang gurong nakatalaga upang magturo.

Anu nga bang dahilan? Bakit lagi na lang ganito ang aming nararanasan?

Hayan, ako'y hindi tutungo sa kolehiyo upang mag-aral. Ako'y magsisipag na lamang sa pagtipa ng mga letra na sa aki'y lubhang may kabuluhan.

CELL

Guess what?

The group…
Commitment that replenish the nation with warm and affection
Enthusiastic in portraying self less love and care
Long before anything else it is intact and can’t be moved
Loyalty, that’s making God-given creature be equipped

The brick…
Applaud! It’s a shouting truth
Nothing can ever replace a cement of individuality
Discipline is one of its philosophies where love is the key

The relationship…
Guiding all the way through the hell-temperate desert pain
Embracing every lapses, every chaos brought by despair
Rebuilding the confidence whenever everything is insane
Memorizing every strand of the hair like a pianist who’s about to play
It is awesome and it is clear, the struggle through the years…
Even in front of battalions of cricket, it still struggle to mold… to hold

The undefeated…
The worth-discoverer…
The undeniably significant…
Got nothing to think of…
But the family…my family and nothing more…

-----chocobot

poem q

ZELLE
by Chocobot

Commitment is what I’ll give
To this laudable organization
Earnest development of every member
Is what’s been written on its constitution
Learning with love, living with joy
This can fulfill the society’s vision
Lending a hand it will bring us to the top
A peak that is full of equality but not of confusion

Intensifying shout of greatness
Shaken the roar of threatening malady
To us who are eager in enhancing one’s capability
Hasten partiality and let CELL be a nook of superiority
Emphasizing camaraderie to halt complexity

Bestow affection to thy institution
With this you’ll show full gratification
Establish the throne where it will be praised
Surround it with gold and decorate with pearls
To the CELL affiliates… long live the eminences…
Profess thy prominence.



MONTANA
By:chocobot

The mountain is me…
‘Cause it struggles like me
In mud it will bathe
If it can’t bare the pain
It can never be stopped
Then there’ll be anguish and death

The mountain is me…
‘Cause it’s lonely at the peak.
It is always with the clouds
Yet emptiness is bound
It can toppled everything
But its heart can barely sing.

The mountain is me…
‘Cause it still can stand…
It can boast still even without the trees
It can have its identity even there’s no sympathy
It can nurse the beast even unarmed
It can confuse a hunter with its complexity


The mountain is me…
‘Cause it is near thy God
It’s near with our creator whom I really trust
It gives me chance to oversee the doves
Let me watch over the land and those folks I love
I’m thankful for the mountain for it professed my life


Hübsch Dame
By: chocobot

She savors the charm of the sun that is striking
As she welcomes the day with a smile that’s stunning
Hastily she embraces everyday’s blessing
Returning the reward with love that’s spreading
Essence of contentment, her aura’s portraying
Evidently, she’ll greet the day equipped with will of achieving
No stain of deceit not even insignia of pretending
She stripped the curtain for her to be revealing
Against any odds she’ll have the sword of rejoicing
To God be the honor for He has given her the glory of giving
Justified beauty brought by untainted being
Offers the nation a splendor worth comparing
Youthful at heart but still a vessel of wisdom full of caring.

stupidity is your crime

We often hear "It is all your fault." When will it be "It is my fault"
when we drink a glass of water and then found out that it is from the aquarium, who would we blame. Most often we would say that it is our peers fault because thay don't inform us that such glass contains dirty water.
But take time to realize who's fault it is really.
We don't ask question. We don't clear things out. We don't think twice. We are careless.
Now to whom does stupidity to be blamed?
Take this instance, you had a big crush on this guy, he has a girlfriend but then you still grab his flirtous act because you are convince that you love him. You let him wholly interrupt your life. Then comes the time he begun to be aloof. You always say your goodbyes. But then keep on insisting that you love him. Isn't that stupidity?
Why don't you make things clear as he flirt with you? Why you let him summoned you wholly without being sure on what his intentions?
Well, stupidity is a crime. Just be wise to avoid being caught to a jail of tears and heartaches :(

collide by howie day wrong spelling is wrong!

Sa pagkakataong ito, hayaan ninyo pong Filipino ang magamit kong salita. Ito po ay sa kadahilanang nais ko pong ibuhos ang anumang damdamin ang sa aki'y nais mamutawi.
Ang awit na 'collide' ay isa sa mga bagay na kahit ayaw ko na ay hindi pa rin maalis sa aking sistema. Animo siya bawal na gamot na kinalulungan ko na ng sobra.
Ang sabi ng awiting yaon...
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seems to rhyme...
Somehow find you and I collide...
I'll follow... you'll go...
Masakit mang isipin ngunit isa lang ang ibig sabihin. Tama nga naman at darating din ang isang sandali kung saan ang dalawang bagay na hindi man magkatugma kahit sa isang pagkakataon sila ay pwede na rin. Ngunit laging tandaan na ang hindi ukol, kailan man ito'y hindi bubukol.
Maaaring magkaroon ng pagkakataon na malasap mo ang kaligayahang dulot ng katuparan ng matagal mo ng pangarap.Ngunit ito nga ba'y hanggang kailan?
Ang mensahe ng awit na 'collide' ay nagbibigay lamang ng panandaliang pag-asa, nagbubuhos ng panandaliang saya. Sa pagsapit ng umaga at handa ka ng gumising mula sa malalim mong pangangarap, iyo na lamang mababatid na ang lahat ng ito'y walang saysay. Ikaw ay tila humakbang lang sa isang panaginip at ngayon ang tulay na nagdudugtong sa inyo'y dagli ding nawala.
Ang bawal kahit ano pa ang iyong ikatuwiran ay bawal pa rin. Sagutin: Ang 'wrong spelling' ba ay mali?

movie-book tie-in Pride and prejudice by Jane Austen

Movie / book tie-in
Movie / book tie-in is very distinct in the movie industries. It is the transformation of an original material in form of book into another media like movie. According to Collier’s Yearbook, movie-tie-in creates an impact of popularizing a book. Collier’s view is that whenever a movie based on a book or a retold of a novel is a blockbuster, the book is becoming marketable and tends to be a best-seller as well as the film do.
There are so many distinguished example of this movie / book tie-in. Some of these are the Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings and Cinderella among the others.

The Pride and Prejudice
This novel of Jane Austen has been a reflection of society’s perception about marriage and the interaction of individuals with regards to social status. Pride and Prejudice presented contrasting attitudes of human being. These attitudes are depth and superficiality; honesty and dishonesty; pride and humility; independence and servile compliance; selfishness and generosity. Austen also shows the different personality of people in the society and identify who among them is the dominating and who are those meek and out of character.
This vivid human touch of the novel can consider as one of the reason why a decision of turning the printed material into a motion picture.

The book vs. the movie
The movie Pride and Prejudice is an abridgement of the book of the same title. Abridgement means that the story of the book is just summed up in the film but still it is the retelling of what the book offers. This means that the plot as well as the other elements of this literature material is of the same nature.

It’s Originality
Its originality can’t be doubted for this novel is considered to be the manifestation of life of Jane Austen, the author of the novel. This novel is said to be gradually being completed as Austen grow old with experiences in life. She wrote the novel based on her own experience, observation and knowledge. The limitation of the setting and the character is also bound by what Austen has. The heroine of the novel portrays the same social status as hers.
When we talk of the setting, it is stated that it happened in a rural area located in Hertfordshire, a county in southeast-central England. It is of the same setting portray in the film. It is related to Austen who lived in a rural country and has the same environment as the Bennet family has.
The novel is dealing with the family situations and the society which revolves around you. Every aspect of story is certainly congruent among the others. The key story which is Darcy and Elizabeth’s story is distinct that the subplot unifies with it.

Becoming a teacher: A Tough yet Fulfilling Profession
(A Reflection about ABC of Desirable Teacher Attributes)
Impatient… hot tempered.. the traits that absolutely a big no no for a person who wants to indulge himself into teaching force. Dedication… determination…the virtues one must possess for him to be rightfully called a teacher. These thoughts come out to my mind as I have finished reading the printed page about the ABC of Desirable Teacher Attributes.
In latter years of my life, I have been acknowledging teachers as the one who gives tons of assignments and nose bleeding exams. I’m referring them as the walking textbook turned into a monster. But those days are gone. I have found out that being a teacher requires a lot of skills and attributes for them can be classified as competent teachers. They don’t need to be perfect but need to be at least close to it. Teachers play a very complex job in and out of the classroom. Actually, those letters in the alphabet are not enough to enumerate the traits a teacher should have. But generally, these ABCs can be summed up into your 1-2-3.
One Educator
We come to school to learn, to be educated. In that institution we will be meeting several people who will inculcate knowledge in our mind. These people are the so called teacher who are said to be engaged in the noblest profession. These individuals in order to share knowledge should be competent and well-equipped of what she has to teach. When in the classroom, they should be confident enough so the students will believe what they are saying. They must possess the active atmosphere so the class won’t be a boring one. They should also be the role model for the students. They should be punctual, orderly and neat, and an organized person.
Second Parent
Teachers are referred as the second parent of a student. This is because the students will likely be spending most of his active time in the school particularly in the classroom with their teachers. With this reality, teachers should have the parenthood aspect of their individuality. Acting as a parent, one should be sensitive and observable to the students beyond the subject areas is concern. Being passionate and good adviser is a one major role of a teacher.
Third duty as a friend
Honesty is said to be a best policy, a trait that commonly expected for a friend to have. Being a teacher requires you to be a friend, a friend in terms that your relationship with your students is sincere, genuine and honest.
How a teacher can reach out to students? This is when one becomes approachable, inspiring, and grateful to them. And at most, a very optimistic person that always sees the bright side of life.
No matter how broad we see the worth of teaching profession they are still humans who only after for a good response from the people they are encountering. Ma’am, Maestro, Sir, Mentor, Prof…. no matter what respectful words you called them, they are still the person equipped with the sense of dedication for them to fill the noblest profession of being a teacher.

we are accountable to each other

We are living in this world not just to earn treasures of the earth. We are here to make our account in heaven reach trillions...
Don't get too busy with your career or family affairs. Take time to breathe and see your mission in this world. You are not an accident. We are here for a reason. Take time to discover what is it,